| Hetalia Day and Macross stuff! |
[24 Oct 2009|07:35pm] |
So today was Hetalia Day. Yeah. So I went to the Delaware gathering cuz my friend was in charge of it. Seeing that it's Delaware, it was small. But that's okay!
ANYWAY. I bring pics. Of Hetalia, and of me whoring my Sheryl Nome cosplay. >>;;;;; Some pics turned out kinda blurry, but I tried to save them. @_@ Also made the pics smaller cuz this post is kinda image heavy. xDD
( Hetalia Day gathering~ )
( Solo Taiwan shots~ )
( Sheryl time~! )
and lastly...
( Singing random in Sheryl )
That is all. xD
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| HELP PLEASE D: |
[06 Nov 2008|06:18pm] |
SO. I have a senior research project due rather soon...well...a checkpoint. But I need DATA. And for that I need people to do my survey. r_r
SO. Please take some time to do it. ;__; Feel free to answer anonymously. Please answer honestly. Comments will also be screened.
( Survey under the cut )
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| Friends Only~ |
[15 Aug 2008|04:32pm] |
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So...I've decided to finally make this journal...
FRIENDS ONLY.

Comment to be added. Comments to this entry will be screened~
...I don't know how to make all my past entries friends only though, so I guess it'll just be from this entry onwards. o-o
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| Medical Update and some Otakon~ |
[14 Aug 2008|09:28am] |
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Before I forget what happened... Saturday and Sunday coming later~
Also, I had an appointment at the Children's Hospital with a nutritionist and a doctor that specializes in eating disorders on Monday. They had the results of my EKG from before Otakon, and apparently it's normal but low. So...I'm not really allowed to exercise anymore. Like...they said I could do 30 minutes of light/moderate exercise a day. I'm not even allowed to do crunches anymore. They're also telling me to eating 1600-1900 calories a day. This is the hard part - I AM eating that much now (since then), but I feel like I'm binging. It's really scary. It really makes me want to exercise, especially since I'm pretty much sitting around all day, but I'm not allowed. I feel like I'm getting fatter and I'm all aksjfhsdjkfjsdfh. @_@
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[13 Aug 2008|03:18pm] |
I...totally can't dance.
I like seobon's Miku song though~ ...Con report coming when I stop feeling sleepy wtf.
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| Otakoooon |
[11 Aug 2008|09:40am] |
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Otakon was beyond amazing. I guess technically I didn't do much "con" stuff and I got about 10 hours of sleep the whole weekend, but it was the best weekend ever. It was awesome getting to meet everyone, and I totally can't wait to do it again. The photoshoots were so hardcore, though I can't seem to find pictures of them. T.T ANYWAY.
Highlights of the con: HANGING OUT WITH EVERYONE <3333 JAMProject concert <33 Getting tickets to two JAM autograph sessions and hugging every member (and having them remember me the second time *_*) JAM panel CHINOMI'S EPIC KARAOKE SONG FOR THE WIN. Dancing to Seobon's Miku song o-o; The Kings game (though that kinda counts as hanging with everyone XD) OH MY GOD BEBE FLYING Sexy Pizza Shoot XDDD Dark Hour shoot Reborn shoot Other Persona shoot ....I could go on forever.
In short, best weekend of my life.
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| Cosplay lineup~ |
[01 Aug 2008|01:26am] |
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Okay so...this is what I'm doing for Otakon cosplay (and which days...I think): Thursday (Day 0) - Eyes Rutherford (??) Friday - Minato (Morning and after JAMProject tiem), Basil (Afternoon) Saturday - Eyes Rutherford (Morning), Rasiel (Angel Sanctuary meetup), Minato (SMT/P4 shoot o-o) I was planning on some Lelouch, but I dunno how I'd fit him in - that, and tons of people cosplay him so I'd prolly be better off cosplaying Eyes...oh, and Lelouch's outfit is so tweaking hot) Sunday - Kagamine Rin (whole day? Hm...definitely wanna do some karaoke as her though, lol...)
Subject to change @__@
Also, I've withdrawn from Otaku Idol. Yeah. It was kinda a touch choice...but seeing that Okui Masami's the reason I started singing, there is no way in hell I'm missing her live. There's always next year for Otaku Idol, and I can still sing at OtaCafe...right? XD
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| Tentative schedule... |
[31 Jul 2008|10:38pm] |
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This obviously could change at any time.
FRIDAY
Yuri Lowenthal :: 11:00AM - 12:00PM Lantis / JAM Project Q&A :: 1:00PM - 2:00PM REBORN! photoshoot :: 2:00PM - ??? Kappei Yamaguchi Q&A #1 :: 4:00PM - 5:00PM -OR- Ultimate Lolita Fashion Show :: 5:30PM - 7:00PM -OR- Tales of... Fandom: Otakon Edition :: 6:00PM - 7:00PM JAMProject concert :: 8:00PM - ??? Dark Hour photoshoot :: 12:00am - ???
SATURDAY
NYAV Post Dubbing Workshop :: 10:00AM - 11:00AM Angel Sanctuary Meetup/Shoot :: 11:00AM - ??? Derek Stephen Prince Q&A #1 :: 1:00PM - 2:00PM AVA meetup lunch at the HRC :: 3:00PM - ??? Shin Megami Tensei/Persona 4 photoshoot :: 5:00PM - ??? Japanese Modern and Indie Rock :: 7:30PM - 9:00PM
SUNDAY
Possible Vocaloid shoot :: 11:00AM - ??? Amateur Voice Acting :: 12:00PM - 1:00PM (unless DaizyStripper is performing then...I'm already giving up their panel for the lunch. :/)
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| ....akjfhdsjkfdjhfsdf |
[31 Jul 2008|09:20am] |
....SHIT. OKAY GUYS. Otaku Idol or JAMProject? Apparently for Otaku Idol I'd have to be there halfway through the concert aksjdhsdjfkjshdfsdf. Okui Masamiiiiii T.T
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| Yah? |
[27 Jul 2008|10:12am] |
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Basil cosplay for Otakon Y/N?
If Y, flame Y/N?
(And Uwajimaya makes for a broke Kitsune, but an eating Kitsune since she's living off the sushi XDDD)
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[23 Jul 2008|05:38pm] |
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I'm in Seattle now! \o/ I have my photoshoot on Sunday so I'm totally nervous/excited for that. ANYWAY. My aunt doesn't speak much English and I'm having a hard time explaining anorexia to her...she totally doesn't understand it. I'm gonna hafta ask my cousin's husband to explain it. @_@
Uhm...I got a major haircut. I don't have any pics of it right now since I'm stuck on the laptop, but it's kinda like some mix of Yuffie and Rukia's since it's short, but my hair has a strange natural wave when it's short and flips up at the bottom all weird-like. And it's layered so I can do all sorts of cool styling - jrock style. \o/
Uh let's see...my eating thing is kinda getting a bit worse, orz. I mean, I'm eating more...but mainly nutrition/protein bars and stuff like that cuz I suck like that. I'm seeing a therapist/psychologist/whatever when I get back from Seattle. Apparently my one-month-later checkup wasn't so great and I had to get blood drawn yesterday for tests and I have to get my heart checked when I get home from Seattle, too. Uhhh...I feel like I've gained weight from the carrot bread and banana bread my mom made that I'm addicted to, but my mom locked the scale away so I can't check. Which makes me ever-so-nervous. Yeah.
I got my AP scores...4 on both Calc and APES. I guess I'm pretty satisfied seeing that...I was dehydrated during the Calc one and didn't study for either. Woohoo. I totally expected a 3 on Calc, though. XD
I can't wait for Otakon. o_o
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| Kagamine Rin progress~ |
[30 Jun 2008|03:21pm] |
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Aaand...my Rin cosplay is *almost* complete! The headset came in today, but I still need to finish securing the pieces, since the hot glue holding them together kinda died during shipping.
So...it'll be 100% finished once I finish securing and once I add the treble clef design that's missing from the outfit itself. @_@
( Progress pictures under the cut~ )
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| ~~summer plans and random |
[29 Jun 2008|08:28pm] |
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I got a keyboard.
Well, a better one, seeing that my old keyboard was 11 years old. >> But now I can compose better music, asdkjshdjkfsdf!! *__* It has 500 voices and SFX and so much awesome stuff, and I need to figure out how to transfer the stuff I compose to the computer. It's a bit complicated, but it's as fun as hell trying to figure it out~<3 Izza Yamaha~
Also, I'm gonna be leaving for workcamp in Maine on Saturday. I'm totally excited, because my brother had a lot of fun there last year. But I hope the eating situation's gonna be okay...-- 80 people makes for cafeteria quality food which I refuse to touch. :x Totally stocking up my bag with protein bars and stuff. <<
And then...I'll be in Seattle from July 22nd to August 5th. :x I know some of you guys live near there, so if anyone wants to meet up while I'm there, it would be awesome. D: I'm going mainly to visit UW, but that'll only take like...one day and God knows what else I'll be doing there. It's just my brother and me going, because plane tickets cost too much for my whole family to go and I have relatives there anyway.
Aaaand...that's about it. Eating situation is so-so. It's still hard but I'm trying! ><
*skitters off to play with keyboard some more o-o*
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| Update- |
[24 Jun 2008|09:04pm] |
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Thanks to everyone that replied to my last thread. It really helps me stay strong knowing that you guys are there. (Yeah, sounds totally dorky and cheesy, but it's true. D:)
I went to the doctor yesterday, and the good news is - I caught it early. I'm not anorexic, though she said I was getting close. All I need to do is what a lot of you guys recommended - eat 6 smaller meals a day. She also told me to eat a lot more protein and fat. XD; I'm going back in a month to see if everything's back to normal.
I'm still having trouble trusting myself to eat more (I still get scared to eat sometimes), but I am eating a bit more normally now.
My mom got me a beautiful silver bracelet with a prayer for strength and courage engraved on it, and it's really inspiring me to stay strong (I'm such a dork...) Now all I can do is stay strong and believe in God.
Thanks again. ^^
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[21 Jun 2008|06:30pm] |
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For the past month or so I've been in "starvation mode." I've been living off fruit and vegetables and the occasional meat. Occasional. I've been avoiding "carbs" like the plague. I've been exercising like crazy. I've been consuming around 800 calories a day. I've been destroying myself, pretty much.
Now, I'm afraid to eat. I know I have to get back to normal calories, but I'm afraid my metabolism has incredibly decreased. From what I've read, even if I go back to a normal calorie intake of about 1500 calories a day, everything will come back as fat. I am fucking scared and I'm not afraid to admit it.
Yes, I realize I need help. But until I get that help, I don't know what to do. My parents are telling me to eat normal calories until then, but I'm so fucking scared.
I don't need you to tell me I'm a fucking idiot. I know I am. I'm just at a complete loss right now.
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[06 Jun 2008|08:36am] |
Aaaaand...Junior year is over!! Finally. Now I have SAT IIs on Saturday. Raaawr. Oh well, I'll survive. And I'm not taking the SATs again so I don't have to worry about those come September or whatever.
I got the right wig for my Rin cosplay~! Full shot here and close-up here. I ended up getting the headset commissioned, so I'm just waiting for that to come in, need to white out her hair clips, and I'll be done!! XD!!
Anybody within an hour or two of me wanna hang out this summer? XD
...*goes off to play KH2 with brother*
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